crap. dang.

I wish the thoughts in my head could be shown, shared in someway I try in angst and fail so fast, Its a pursuit that wont be fulfilled another day.

I frustrate myself so easily.

Im positive Im not who i want to be.

Life if so wonderful yet so harsh and real I wish i sometimes i could turn it off and not feel

Days go by one by one by one by one„„ left here to wonder “what have I done?”

God I love you God your there. but when you leave do i really care?

I need you sometimes when lifes unfair. but other time im like an untamed mare.

I run and run til i hurt and fall. 

and you freakin find me no trouble at all

Ill never be enough, Ill never be good, it too far a goal, ill never do what i should.

So i give up on myself and see what will goes down

Maybe ill have a story, of the time i was found.